sent 4/25 (4/27 update sharing comment and response) Quaker Explorations, "Waiting Worship and Vocal Ministry"

4/27 update: Anon56 said: Found this very interesting, enjoyed the video.  I believe it does come from within, but not everyone can talk about it. 

Larry replied: Thanks for the reply.  Many Friends come to Meeting and have internal experience and never feel moved to speak (i.e., talk). love, Larry

adding here: In some Friends Meetings, depending on the group, it is not uncommon for the entire hour of meditation to pass without a single word being spoken by anyone.  There is no rule about that.  If one comes from a different background the silence can take some getting used to. :-)

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Quaker Explorations, "Waiting Worship and Vocal Ministry"
I want to share this with you because it is very familiar to me and might be unfamiliar to you, to give you some idea what it is that goes on at silent-type Meetings of the Religious Society of Friends.  It is different individuals telling what the leading feels like and knowing when to speak and when not to speak.  I have mentioned before my personal experience with them.  Because it is familiar to me I can say that the experience of being moved to speak out of the silence in a Meeting of the Religious Society of Friends is something very different, a very special experience all its own, for me and for others as well, going by what others say.  The video and these writings were collected by one Friend for a special conversation outside the usual Meeting time tomorrow morning for one particular Friends meeting that I hear some things about from a close friend who is one of the members.  This is not me preaching or telling you or anyone else what to do.  It is sharing the words of different people who have caught the attention of some others.  Note that the words written and the words that are spoken by different Friends in the video are different, not all the same by any means.  The words from Pacific Yearly Meeting's Faith and Practice were agreed upon by a large gathering of Friends at an annual conference. Please make what you will of all of this. love, Larry
Readings for Quaker Explorations
April 26, 2015 from 9 – 10:15 AM
On Waiting Worship and Vocal Ministry
Please watch this 8 minute video of Friends speaking to their experience of vocal ministry:  http://quakerspeak.com/quaker-worship-pt-2-giving-vocal-ministry/

To find true religion, turn inward. It is in ourselves, though not of ourselves. The voice is too still, the seed too small, and the light shineth in darkness, so most people overlook it. Sit down in true silence, resting from your own will and workings, and wait upon the Lord, with your minds fixed in that Light wherewith Christ enlightened you, until the Lord breathes life in you, refresheth you and prepares you… to make you fit for his service.
~William Penn [William Penn was an early Quaker who founded the Province of Pennsylvania. LAS]

 There is a pure seed of life which God hath sown in thee… Oh wait daily to feel it… and wait for the rising of the power in thy heart… Be still and quiet, and silent before the Lord, not putting up any request… nor cherishing any desire in thee… Learn but in quietness and stillness to retire to the Lord and wait upon him… Come out of the knowledge and comprehension about things, into the feeling life… without reasoning, consulting, or disputing… And so sink very low, and become very little…                                                                ~ Isaac Penington

“I learned to wait till my whole body was quiet and ready to be moved from within from a deep inner impulse. Expectations, programs, agendas had to be set aside. As the waiting deepened, occasionally I experienced something akin to Penington’s “rising of the power” and “purely springing life” which was more than physical, though it was anchored in the physical task of not moving until one was “moved.”… It is not easy to wait, or just be unprogrammed. Paradoxically, it takes effort to stop and wait. It takes attention and determination to set aside the habitual inner voices… The unfolding of the divine Seed within us is so momentous, so unpredictable, that we cannot afford to clutter our worship with preprogrammed hymns, prayers, and sermons… After we have restrained our reasonings, our judgments, our “runnings and willings,” the only appropriate response is to wait.”
~ Teresina Havens, Pendle Hill Pamphlet 304

Ministry is what is on one’s soul, and it can be in direct contradiction to what is on one’s mind.  It’s what the Inner Light gently pushes you toward or suddenly dumps in your lap.  It is rooted in eternity, divinity, and selflessness of the Inner Light, not in the worldly, egoistic functions of the conscious mind.                                                                                                                                                   ~ Marriane McMullen 1987

Speaking of those who are divinely inspired, in 1750 Samuel Bownas wrote:
“These are very humble and low of heart, and the more their minds are enlightenend by divine inspiration, the more they see a necessity to watch over themselves, so that the innocence, meekness, and humility suiting a true and right minister will appear in all their conduct. Such are slow to speak, and ready to hear and receive instruction, and are known by them that are spiritual to be such.”                                                                              

The motion to speak must come from a deep place, after sinking into the quiet center where the boundaries of self begin to soften and the worshipper feels in communion with God and the worshipping community. The inward motion takes its origins there, below the level of consciousness where words have beginnings and endings, in the presence of a Word that was in the beginning. That motion rises through the soul’s layers of awareness until words take form and a message takes shape… The minister does not so much speak as is spoken through.

~ Michael Birkel, Silence and Witness: The Quaker Tradition

What happens in meeting for worship is inward attention to Stillness, Breath, Word, and Space, and the persistent return of attention to these, plus the effort to discern leadings, resistances, fears, and motivations. We clear a space… We rely on silence and fresh words emerging from the silence to carry us into the Holy Stillness. The silence can hold us and provide comfort, safety, a place to heal, but eventually it will open up to a vastness. We feel our way to the silence within for the still small voice to work its transformation. We do this by a discipline of attention, anticipation, patiently turning away from idle thoughts, feeling within our spirit for the quickening of Life. If a few words form there, we ask if the message is to be shared, and is it truly grounded in the Light? How much am I to say, and no more? It is this Life, Presence, Truth, we seek, and to settle for anything less is an idolatry of form.
~ David Snyder, Pendle Hill Pamphlet #397

Vocal offerings that are ministry will deepen the gathering or knitting together of the Meeting in love. The gathering of a Meeting takes us deeper into unity with each other in God, in widening circles. First we sense our oneness with other worshippers, then with those who are more distant from us in some way, in ever-increasing circles of love and concern until we encompass the whole of what is. However, vocal offerings that interfere with worshippers centring down, or remaining centred, will tend to unravel the Meeting. Vocal offerings sometimes increase our agitation thereby bringing us up into the shallows. Any vocal offering arising from a negative attitude will have this effect. Such offerings take us out of the love and unity.

~ Helen Gould, The Quaking Meeting


Guidelines for spoken ministry, adapted from Howard Brinton, Guide to Quaker Practice, and from Deepening and Strengthening our Meeting for Worship, by 57th Street Friends Meeting, Chicago.
Spontaneous. The spoken message is not prepared in advance but emerges from the experience of a meeting. This does not mean that Friends should not prepare for a meeting, nor that a message cannot emerge over a longer period of time, but such preparation should be for general fitness for worship, not explicit preparation for a special occasion. Question the urge to speak if it comes frequently and especially if it comes during all or almost all meetings for worship.
Spiritual. The subject matter of ministry should be of a spiritual or religious nature rather than a secular nature. Messages that are political in nature can be disruptive to a meeting for worship. Question whether messages prompted by current events contain a deeper insight. Not a debate, argument, or discussion. Messages may be inspired by earlier messages but should not be simple responses to them. Meeting should also be a safe place and should not be used for criticism of others. Leave time for silence between messages.
Simple. Exercise caution in delivering ministry that is overly intellectual or sounds like a lecture.
Brief. Usually a message can be fully given within a few minutes. Often a single sentence with reverence and conviction carries more weight than many words.
Non-personal. Those offering vocal ministry should think of themselves as an instrument though which the Spirit speaks. A message should be meant for the meeting. To this end, some Friends have traditionally questioned the use of “I” in messages.

Faith and Practice, Pacific Yearly Meeting: Vocal ministry is a form of service in which a person stands to share a message from God delivered through the individual. Friends hope that all spoken messages during worship are in fact vocal ministry. As one sits in silence, a message may arise out of the depth of the soul that seems intended not simply for the worshiper, but for the gathering as a whole… Experience in meeting helps to discriminate between private words and those that arise as true leadings of the Spirit that should not be silenced… The decision to speak should await a clear leading at the time. With practice, a person may learn to discern a call clearly. As one is weighing whether to speak, certain questions may be helpful. Is this message Spirit-led, or merely emotionally compelling? Is this message intended for this group, or is it only for me? Is it better saved for another time or place?